Posts Tagged ‘united for literacy’

fitzpatrick

The sea beckons, hazy white expanse of slippery, glistening rocks, assembled hodge podge – we make our sloppy, tenuous way. Picking paths from the sides of ancient stones. View from these wild old trees, a family of three – it is an enticing mirage. In the end, we didn’t get there. We sweated and swore, didn’t we, and finally unpacked our lunch and ate in the sun, crunched on slimy rocks. Crabs skittled and it was like the sea was seeping up, pincers poking us – wake up from the dream that is the sea – was the message. Sandwiches soggy, smushed apple slices in bags and candy wrapped in blue and pink foil, intact and perfect in our mouths.

These trees watched us stagger out, squabble, stagger back. Decades they have watched the dreamers venture, toil, despair, come back to the refuge of trunks, branches, their conversation deep underground tingling up my legs. I stand in the centre as you wander off, looking for an easier way. Gazing up as the trunks and branches wend grey sinew ribbons in the sky. A holy place and a place to stash junk in Easter colours, like presents, bright oval eggs. Secret refuse in pretty packages that maybe no one will see – that may have floated in from the sea.   

Adrienne Fitzpatrick grew up in the north and returned to complete her Masters in English at the University of Northern British Columbia; her creative thesis won the John Harris Prize for the best in Northern Fiction. Her fiction and poetry have appeared in Prairie Fire, CV2, subTerrain, The New Quarterly and Thimbleberry. Her art reviews have appeared in Border Crossings, C Magazine and Canadian Art and book reviews in the BC Review. She explores the phenomenological experience of place in her work and her first book, The Earth Remembers Everything is based on her experiences travelling to massacre sites in Europe, Asia, the Central Interior and Northwest Coast of BC; it was also short-listed for the 2014 George Ryga Award for Social Awareness in Literature. Instructions for a Flood, based on her experiences of living and working with Indigenous Nations in the Central Interior and Northwest of BC, came out from Caitlin Press in May 2023.

litter - haines

this past summer, a little high,
i plunged into the pacific. shoved
an empty bottle of lager, all
that was left in the fridge, under
my beach bag so, i wouldn’t forget it

at the end of the day. the tide comes in
and swallows the beach. in the saltwater,

i float, gulping back the grief that still comes
unbidden. the pain of mother loss acts like sea suck.

the give and take, the mostly take. the ache pulled
through my throat each time i try to breathe past this loss.

a nudist, half-hidden behind a collection
of driftwood offers space. a kind of easy

companionship. neither of us asking anything
of the other. each of us ignoring what the other wants

to hide. his flesh. my guilt. an addiction squirming
below skin. and i’m trying not to drown in it.

no extraordinary measures

the thing is, after my mother’s death
i drank myself tattered for a little while.
there is some measure of relief
in recognizing this. the way aching made
me ravenous. and now, the way I’ve begun
to think of grief as a sapling. the ways, i feed it.
i do not know if it was better to starve.

Rayanne Haines (she/her) is the author of three poetry collections, the creator and host of the literary podcast Crow Reads, the President for the League of Canadian Poets and an Assistant Professor with MacEwan University. Her 2021 hybrid poetry collection, Tell the Birds Your Body is Not a Gun won the Stephan G. Stephansson Alberta Literary Award and was shortlisted for both the Robert Kroetch award and the ReLit Award. She’s been published in the Globe and Mail, Minola Review, Fiddlehead, Grain, Prairie Fire and others. A CNF poetry and essay collection exploring grief after mother loss, identity, and gendered trauma is forthcoming from Frontenac House September 2024 

kishkan

I am looking at old maps of Vancouver showing the buried creeks, blue lines forming a tangle under the grid of streets, the names almost forgotten: Salish Stream, Spanish Banks Creek, Still Creek: their sibilant waters under parks, under streets, meandering just below the surface of parking lots and shopping malls, still alive in family stories danced into being, in dance itself along Brewery Creek, its remaining shadow on streets and alleys . Where the creeks begin: in seepage, in snow-melt, in small springs rising from slopes, they begin, a trickle, gathering, growing, they become themselves, cascading over stones, wearing channels in rock, runoff and groundwater, fringed with willows, salmonberry, alders, they find their own patient way to lakes or harbours, they empty, little riffles over the sand and pebbles.  Their courses fill with rain, fallen leaves, the exoskeletons of mayflies, dragonflies, drowned navigator shrews who misjudged distance from bank to bank, a sodden paper bag, forgotten bottles of wine left by lovers who picnicked then walked into the sunset, arms wrapped around each other.  I am looking at old maps of Victoria, threaded with Bowker Creek, Cecelia Creek, Johnson and Rock Bay Creeks, East Creek and Fairfield Creek in the Ross Bay Cemetery where as a child I pressed my ear to the ground, expecting to hear the dead and instead, water, water, lilting in its pipes and brickworks, the weight of trees planted a century before, headstones, mausoleums, families united finally in small fenced plots. I am looking at maps. I am remembering the sound of water underground, the mint growing in the damp ground where a creek passed under a park across from our house on its way to Ross Bay, and I am remembering a walk along Colquitz Creek when a section long-buried was daylighted after years of hard work on the part of volunteers, a stray balloon still tied to a tree after the celebration; I remember hearing voices of school children eager to release their hatchery salmon, a few dogs up to their ankles, the last of the orchard trees quickening to the sound of riffles, birdsong, a dipper fishing for insects in the quick water, the old culvert left in the grass.

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Theresa Kishkan lives on the Sechelt Peninsula with her husband, John Pass, in a house they built and where they raised their 3 children. She has published 16 books, most recently Euclid’s Orchard, a collection of essays about family history, botany, mathematics, and love (Mother Tongue Publishing, 2017); a novella, The Weight of the Heart (Palimpsest Press, 2020), in which a young graduate student attempts to create a feminist cartography with the works of Ethel Wilson and Sheila Watson; and Blue Portugal and Other Essays (University of Alberta Press, 2022), a collection of lyrical essays. Her books have been nominated for many awards, including the Hubert Evans Award and the Ethel Wilson Prize. Her interests include textiles, ethnobotany, music, human and physical geography, and colour theory, strands of which are braided together in Blue Portugal. Current work-in-progress includes a novel, Easthope, and a long essay about the male gaze, painters and their models, and obsession.

She can be found online here.

a piece landed at your feet
like a blue bird’s wing,
which you picked up
and folded
into an uneven square,
pressed it into the breast pocket
of your plaid jacket,
the one you found
at the thrift store
on the discount rack,
it was too big but you liked
the way it hung
loose at the sleeves,
covering your hand’s thin bones,
which fluttered unexpectedly
especially when drinking tea,
causing it to slosh
onto the paper napkin,
this too you folded,
lining up the edges
into triangles –
a kite or a paper plane,
something to propel you
into that open space
untethered

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Joan Conway’s love for the culture and geography of Northern British Columbia strongly influences her work. She sees her writing as an avenue to create social change, build community, and to celebrate life. She is published in several anthologies and literary journals. Most recently her poetry appears in ‘don’t tell: family secrets’ (Demeter Press, 2022) and Dreamers Creative Writing Magazine, 2022, for her creative nonfiction. Joan recently launched her memoir ‘Weave As A River’, 2023. 

She is the co-editor for Fresh Voices, an online publication for the League of Canadian Poets.

joanconwaywriter.com

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